Carissa Sammy

Simplest gift:

Includes friendship

RWYS and GEB in the curve with me

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Quality Time:

My Yaki Udon from Sakae Sushi

RWYS’s lunch

Favourite must eat #1

Favourite must eat #2

Then we decided to catch a movie and since they left me already watched The Ugly Truth and we were very much intrigue with the storyline of this particular movie, we decided to take the risk and watch it. (I said take the risk because I do not watch such movies. Creepy scary sadistic horror movies are not my cup of tea)

GEB and me. Look at our horrified face. Okay, maybe not so horrified yet cos movie haven’t started. Lols!

Crazy Sadistic Friends who laughed throughout the movie. Cis!

Overall I survived and honestly, it was a good movie. I just don’t like the psychiatrist. Sue her ah!

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Sweet gestures that touches the heart.

Chocs from Phy. So sweet okie! Helped me when I am hungry or sad! Thanks Baby!

Pouch and love note from Junnie. Thank you dearest for making my week. I am reminded of why I do what I do. I love you.

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This is definitely a season of challenge for me. I have never felt this low in my life since I’ve received Him again. I am broken and I feel insecure half the time with the surroundings and happenings. I want to withdraw from friends, run away and go home. I want to hide in my room and wish that everything will turn out fine. I wondered what happen to the things I sow into. Where is my harvest? What about me? Lately I feel sad and emotional when people make fun of me. Oh, I should be used to it by now really, since people always have something to say and laugh about me but suddenly it’s not so funny anymore. Suddenly I wish they would stop picking on me. Suddenly I want to walk away and not care. But I cannot not care because I love them already. There is this sense and part of me that still loves. And so I smile and take it all in, when I should have let it all out.

I am in such a dire position I can only hope the midst will fade away and that I can see things more clearly again.

I am hanging on to that little faith I still have.

This is my confession so that you can all stand in prayer with me.

Please stand in prayers with me. That’s all I can ask of you.

Tags: food!, Friendship, life journey, Spiritual Family, The walk with Him

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