Carissa Sammy

Just only finished work and walked home alone cos I so superwoman don’t need to depend on anyone to walk back with me and was quite scared actually so walked a bit faster than usual. But because I was so exhausted, I then fell down and hurt my knee and the feet area and it started to sting and bleed. Then I did something I never thought I would do.

I wailed loudly, like really; while picking myself up. And all I felt like doing was cry. And run to mummy. But she was so far away and  I really couldn’t. I wanted to cry so much more. Then only I noticed there were a bunch of guys at the side probably laughing at me falling down and then wailing so loud. -_-!!

I did the closest thing to running to mum. I called her. And talked to her until I reached home. Yes because I was afraid of walking alone and also because hearing her voice helped me not cry.She was sleeping already as usual but she talked to me anyway until I got back safely. Mummy’s always the best! Really!

I guess deep inside I’ll always be a four year old believing in mum and dad and knowing that they can comfort me; just by hearing their voice already helps so much. :’)) So here I am, a 22 year old but will always be a four year old in their heart.

Also, I guess it goes more than just hurting externally. It’s more internal;where there would be days when things are just not alright and this is one of those days.

But this too shall pass.

And what’s more amazing is the fact that I also have one big daddy looking after me up above! i heart!

Oh and amazing friends! So amazing okay my housemate Bee waited for me at the door to ensure I am okay! Teehee! So lovely! And then I go and scare her by wailing loudly again when I saw her! Boohoo me!

Okay, now have to clean my wounds. Sigh!

p/s see i’m such a good blogger I blogged first before truly cleaning the wounds! Haahaa! Actually sorry haven’t blogged much lately. So busy! Update soon! Loves!

P/s this was a long time ago. Before the CNY. Teehee! Just realized I have many drafts haven’t post up. Teehee!

Had Northern Indian food and catch up with the leadership team which can be found here.

Then went over to Sunway Pyramid for supposedly ice skating fun with the favourite boys and I brought all my stuffs ie stokings and gloves but we did not ice skate in the end because there were sooooo many people on the ice skating ring and if I skated I would perhaps block the whole entire ring because I would be stuck at the side not knowing how to move -_-!! I would get all wet since the ring was kinda wet wet wet with all that people skating on it. So, we ended up in Carl’s Junior since the boys boy haven’t been to one since he came to KL for studies. Teehee!

Noel and his huge burger!

The Melvin and his burger!

My yummy drink which was too filling so I exchanged it with the Noel's ice lemon tea since I was already so bloated from the Indian food!

The famous Chilli Cheese Fries which I thought wasn't as good as 1U's

We talked and talked and talked until it was time for me to go to the Steamboat party with the girls for pre-CNY celebration!

Two different types; the not spicy one's for me!

Food food food!

More food!

Seafood!

More seafood!

My fav plate! - it's the jagung! i heart!

Must have veges as well! Balance!

Us!

Rachel always doing silly things! Teehee!

the lovely new housemate! -bee

Diana!

The famous wings

Foodilicious!

Focus much?! Teehee!

It was such a day of food for me! Gluttony! Goodness! I felt so sick of food after wards! But it was fun hanging out with people I cherish deep inside my heart! And oh of course all the lovely food! What a fruitful day!

So I woke up one day, felt like crap with my whole body feeling sickly and hot and went to the bathroom. On the way out, I saw a parcel right in front on the table and so I peeped and saw that it had my name on it! Happiness! Oh had to hide the address in case scary people want to stalk me. Lols!

It's for me!

Butterfly book folder! - All the way from the UK! <3

So nice right? Now I can do my assignment on the bed! :') Teehee!

Then after all the havoc of opening the present, I decided I should really go and clean myself up. But on the way to the bathroom, again another parcel pops out of nowhere! It either it popped out of nowhere or I was so sick I couldn’t see it right next to the one before! -_-!! Then went back into the room to open the other parcel! Hohoho!

Another One! Oh! I'm so excited!

My mascara and Eyeliner! Oh yes, there are pressies for Yinghui and Philee as well! Teehee!

Thanks Fishy! I miss u! If you’re reading this, just want to tell you that I love you heaps!

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This one was more recent from the baby! Awww! Ai lub yeww too!

Ferrero Rocher! I am loved!

Isn’t it just so amazing that simple gifts like these can make one’s day so fulfilled? Teehee! Thank you!

Hello also to you friend who may be far apart and somehow reading this post! Hope that you’re doing all good and well. Do drop by and say a simple hello! Much blessings to you too!

All smiles!

Yours sincerely

I totally forgot what it's called ://

” A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one’s heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away.” – Arabian Proverb

Thank you for being that kind of friend. <3

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On a lighter note, just came back from watching a movie with the housemates; Valentine’s Day. Well, went in with no expectations because so many people told me it was crap BUT somehow I truly enjoyed it. Perhaps it’s because of the low expectations thingiemabob. It was good. And today, went for an interview; there’s an exam tomorrow. If it goes well, I’ll let you know what it is alright!?

Going to class, meet the favourite boys(I hope) and do the test(hope it’s all good), swimming and then VIBE(cellgroup-in case u’re wondering); all to be done tomorrow.

Blessed weekend to you guys! I know it’s only Thursday but oh-well! Hugs!

What I truly need sometimes is just a simple girls day out. It was fantabulous. We talked and shared about life, our hopes and dreams, guys love and relationship and had many laughs over good food, amazing company, oh and of course, board games!

There was no one except for us

Some of the board games there

My girls!

What they had - Foot long sausage with fries

I had pizza!

Rachel and Philee

Desserts! nom nom nom!

WazzaWord - Our genius way of distressing! Think of extravagant words to score extra 50 points!

Winner is me! Hohoho!

Me! Btw, I'm letting the bangs grow long. It's too much of a hassle to keep bangs! I wonder how you people do it! Lols!

“A friend is one who strengthens you with prayers, blesses you with love and encourages you with hope.”