Carissa Sammy

What with all the many dramas happening in life and the crazy amount of gigantic waves, my sister came at a perfect timing and we went to Sheraton Hotel for a break away from everyone and everything that wasn’t positive! Teehee!

During the stay in Sheraton, as if by God’s perfect timing, I met Nick Vujicic who were in Malaysia at the same time to give this motivational talk. We were by the pool(and I can’t get into the pool cos of stuffs) and so I was sun bathing(lies.i don’t do sunbathing what with being so dark already! -_-!!) and lying peacefully on the chair/bed when he came and spoke to us.

At first I was just so impressed because he was walking and trying the pool water(with what he calls his drumstick! ) and thereafter went for a swim! And all that without limbs okay!

Then when he spoke to me I was pretty much so impressed I was kinda speechless. I maybe oklah fine, was stammering a little bit cos so nervous! And I kinda remembered him from watching youtube somewhere long time ago. And so fail cos I told him that! -_-!! He was so humble to come and speak so nicely and I think he knew I was kinda shy! Haahaa! It’s true okay! So shy! But he was just so kind and we took photos with him!

Okay, maybe some of you don’t know who he is but here’s a video you must watch of his life testimony.

Anyway, after that I went to google about him somemore to refresh my memory of him and it was so amazing that I literally cried watching some of his videos. His motto? Attitude is Altitude! So inspiring and totally what I needed to hear at this point of my life!

I believe that God places the perfect people in your midst so you can understand life better. It’s like a little reminder of Him watching over us. I am so glad! Who would have thought that I would stumble upon this great disciple of Christ just when I needed an escape from life? Well, God did.

Do you trust in me? I would say yes God, I do. I think after that, Imma just have faith and trust with my whole heart.

Never give up. Not even if you’ve fallen a thousand and one times. I’m holding on to that. It’s carved deeply in my heart.

Isaiah 40:31 (New International Version)

³¹ but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

sometimes leave me flabbergasted because it’s so surreal! There would be dreams that would leave me feeling so very very happy and plaster a smile on my face for possibly the whole entire week but there would also be dreams that would leave me breathless and sad; especially the ones that I woke up crying still. And there goes my whole day because I am nothing but exhausted and feeling rather low because it all felt too real!

Sometimes I wonder how I can be happier in my dreams than in reality. I mean, one of my happiest day of my life was in the dream I had. How can it be right? Okay in that dream I was married and was pregnant! So happy can?! and my husband loved me so so much lor. I can feel it even when I woke up. The love I mean! -_-!! It’s funny how dreams are formed and such. How some people have it and some just don’t. I am fairly interested with dreams and how we humans can get them. Some say it’s in our head and we think about it so much we dream about it too. But I didn’t think about marrying an older man who’s married before okay! Like that’s the man I got married to and is pregnant with! omg can?! So yeah, intrigue much?

Perhaps I will dream about football now cos keep thinking about it. Or you know, exams result. Sigh! Or moving to a new place. Or Cameron cause I’m going tomorrow! Hohoho!

I am so lazy to upload pics into my facebook cos the internet line is so slow like tortoise and I don’t like waiting so so long.

I am excited to go Cameron! Cos I think the last time I went there was kazillion years ago and I wana smell the fresh air and eat strawberry ice cream and sip tea like some English people and hang out with people you just love.

Update when I get back! In the mean time, support Portugal! Or else England also can lah. Heehee!

XOXO!

Went to Miri 3 days prior to Chinese New Year since we’ll be celebrating this new year with a reunion with relatives from mummy’s side of the family.

Went to airport early morning with mummy and Jessica cause Daddy’s went earlier since he was on traveling for work purposes and Chae would only go a day before CNY due to work. I have tons of pictures in my camera but I left it all in Kuching thus these pictures here are taken from YingYing’s(yes my cousin with the same chinese name as me) DSLR.

Arrived in Miri at 9am in the morning and went straight to breakfast with my uncle, his family and some aunties. The food was good but I already ate so much in the plane and breakfast at home thus I did not have anymore food. Teehee! Must fit into cheongsam that’s why cannot eat so much!

Went to watch a movie with the cousins on the first day we arrived and then dinner at night. It was really rest and relax on the first day here.

On the second day, the uncles took us to visit their fruit farm.

Such gorgeous day out

With the cousins

And my favourite mischievous nephew

He was obsess with taking pictures! So cute!

Oh and my monkey-ed uncle who can climb all the way up without a ladder and such! So champion! I tried but so failed! I look like I was stuck sticking on the tree! -_-!! So cannot show you the picture! Haahaa!

The spot where it was cooling and protected from the hot sun. I had to wear my cousin’s clothes cos the ones I brought were all pretty ones! Thanks Zhen!

See his mischievous grin!

And he so poser okay! Haahaa!

Dad drove the land cruiser and uncle drove the other car.

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On Saturday, picked Chae up from the airport and then breakfast!

Zhen, YingYing and myself

Chae and Jess

Daddy, Mummy and the relatives

En en and my nieces. The last time I saw En en was 10 years ago and she was like 5 years of age! Now she’s so beautiful and taller than me! Oh so much taller! Lols!

Us

Dinner before Cny. We did not have sit down dinner since there were far too many people! Food was amazing!

Gave mummy a surprised birthday celebration as well! Mummy’s birthday is a day before valentine’s.

Happy birthday mummy!

Chae and Zhen!

Cny wouldn’t be complete without card games!

Oh yes, meet our very expert Philippino dealer! Teehee!

Losers had to be drawn on hands!

Some of the losers; Samuel!

And me.. ya ya..

Rebecca drawing on YingYing!

Chae and Yingying

Jess and AhWee koko

Nephews and Niece

Meet ahliang koko; ie Doctor Michael Wong. Haahaa! Yes, doctors can be so funny as well! He was entertaining himself! So cute!

Ahliang koko;”hrmm.. what in the world am I doing playing with this?!” Hhahahahah!

Midnight strikes and there were fireworks everywhere! It was awesome!

Pictures of some of us that night!

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More pictures soon!

of me in case u miss me! hahahaahah!

must always start with a smile!

Me and my big nose! Lols!

Big big eyes!  I look like Bugsy!

Shake shake! I really dunno why got such function lor. Who wana take shaky pic of them self?

Emo emo love

I see this picture and feel so scared and kolien for myself cos look so lonely and alone. Eh, same meaning! Haahaa!

So scary!

I’m so scared of myself. T.T

SEE! I can be so scary! Faster scroll down! :’(

Puzzle of me me me!

Kisses!

Must give u see happy pics also!

All smiles! Hohoho!

Last one nah! Enough love for everyone!

p/s took this pics when in KL one day and feel very sien! Heehee!

Last but not least; Gong Xi Gong Xi!

p/s i’m in miri now! will be back home soon! is loving miri much!

Of negativeness and sadness and all the grey storms in the sky!

No more!

It’s going to be try hard and work hard and if it doesn’t pay off, it’s okay because the best was given!

It’s going to be the best of the best and making things work.

It’s going to be holding on to Him and having strength after strength!

It’s going to be the joy deep inside!

It’s going to be okay!

I am going to be okay!

<3 <3 <3