I am excited. It’s the World Cup Season again! Fuyoh! So awesome can?! I remembered vividly last World Cup which was four years ago! That was when the Uncle, 9lin they all haven’t graduated yet and it was crazy watching football till 5am and straight to class afterwards at 7am! So champion! Now, Uncle’s getting married and each one of them are working already! I guess I’ll watch it with different group of people this time round. That’s what life is like isn’t it? It changes every time but the fun remains! I can’t wait! I’m all in for Portugal! What about you?!
p/s the video is so colourful can?!! i likey! is africa THIS colourful really? If the answer is yes, I must must MUST get there someday!
I just realized as I live through everyday, that sometimes, a small action or word makes a whole huge difference. I mean it’s not like I never noticed before but recently, I’ve just noticed things in a new different perspective okay maybe because I’m on hols and have tons of free time on my hands and I like it.
I see how the little kid helps out his parents at the Kopi Tiam(coffee shop) and not complain about having to help out and comparing his life with other kids who gets to stay home and play playstation.
The old grandmother who walks her grandchild to tuition and waits patiently just because both parents are busy working and yet despite having difficulties walking; does so happily and smiling away listening to the kid’s story of the day.
The aunty at the small shop-house who charge RM1 less just because.
Hannah; who suddenly and randomly told me I look prettier and prettier each day made me blush but more than that, touched deep inside with warm cozy feeling.
9lin who keeps blessing with foodS, awesome company and lots of laughter.
A lady, staying over in another city with a her bestfriend to give her support with the passing of her dad.
Baby Kristen, who stops playing so suddenly and came up to me, puts her head on my lap to show her way of love.
A simple email just to check up and keep in touch.
A hug to show that there will always be someone there.
The old toothless man who gave the utmost genuine smile ever.
And God, who gave His one and only one to die for our sins because of His undying love.
Oh, aren’t these amazing? Who would have thought that we live in a world where there is still so much love going around though in small simple form being a blessing in disguise? These small sparks helps me go on with life with a smile on my face. I hope you too, by reading this can choose to do a little something today and keep the love going round. Then tell me, if you did, so I can picture it in my head and smile along with you.
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Here’s a song I hope will bless you
He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He’s the kid with the story no one would believe
He prays every night, “Dear God won’t you please
Could you send someone here who will love me?”
Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means
Her office is shrinking a little each day
She’s the woman whose husband has run away
She’ll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would’ve stayed
And she says…
Who will love me for me?
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love, what love really means
He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
“Oh Lord, forgive me, I want to go home”
Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said
“I know you’ve murdered and I know you’ve lied
I have watched you suffer all of your life
And now that you’ll listen, I’ll tell you that I…”
I will love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love
The love that you never knew
I’ve been back for a few days. Short few days and met a few people. I can truly say, the most important thing in my life is definitely God, then family then friends. Oh yes it’s true. I feel so fulfilled every single time I go out with people I cherish and have real life conversation. Not just surface talk but really talks that makes you think twice about life and how people deal with them. Then my heart will be filled with so much joy I feel like it’s gonna burst! I truly believe in friendship. Friendship that will truly last forever. Truth to be told, I didn’t believe that before. I mean how can people be the same after years right? And surely when people change the friendship would to. But I was wrong, oh so so wrong. What matters most is giving one space to breathe and be there no matter what happens. Then next is the giving; the giving of everything you have; the love, the trust, the joy. Also, there must be no ego. No competition. Being friends is not about who’s better than who, and who wins what. It’s about caring for what the person has to say and support them without judgment. Yes, it’s true sometimes the lifestyle ain’t the same anymore and our values too but that doesn’t mean we cannot be friends anymore. It means we then stop and see life the way the other party does and respect each other enough to not judge and love all the same. I am blessed because I have so many people in my life whom I call true friends, who share their lives with me and love me despite my imperfections. I am glad to say that I believe in friendship forever after and although you don’t, it’s okay, because know that I will be there playing my part in loving and caring for you no matter the age or the circumstances. Also, this year will be the year I want to meet everyone whom our path crossed before or people whom I will and yet to meet. And perhaps, we can then talk about life and how it changes each and everyone of us, molding us to be the person we are today. Let’s then laugh about our stupidity,cry over our mistakes and learn from one another; let’s cherish the memories we had and capture the new ones we are to make into beautiful pictures that we can keep in our treasure box and look back and smile for we know that it was all real. Let’s believe in these beautiful thing God created and share it with as many people as we can; earnestly, sincerely and lovingly.
I was home for a whole entire month for exams hence the silent blog. Teehee! Anyhoo, latest update:
Got my hair done again; this time straighten cos I’m planning to keep it real long. Let’s see how that will turn out since it’s been so hot I am so very tempted to chop it all off! I MIGHT JUST DYE IT ALL RED. STILL THINKING!
Am planning to move to Brickfields so I’m in the midst of looking for a place to stay and getting use to the transition bit. Feels a bit sad cos I am so used to living here and it’s so cozy and so near to church! And not forgetting the people here. Sigh! But it’s time to move on… New Directions which move on to…
I am currently praying for peace in transitioning and more open doors for this new season and I am fairly excited in some ways.
Worship in church is also moving in new directions so I am also praying for integration once I move to Brickfields so that everything will fall into place.
Love life is still the same but I have no worries though family and high school friends are already thinking to match me up with some guys. -_-!! No stress lah. When the right man comes along, he’ll come along just fine.
My cousin from mum’s side just got married. Congrats ah jing koko(though I doubt he reads this). It was really a fun time reuniting with cousins and such. AND the little sister caught the bouquet! Guess we know who’ll be marrying first in the family! Teehee!
Oh I’ll be here in KL for a month plus and I am super free so do look for me to catch up okie dokie?
I am excited cos me elder sister is coming end of the month again despite the fact that my whole family was just here last whole week! Pictures will be in Facebook!
Oh yes, I need LOTSA BOXES so I can pack all my crazy lots of stuff into them. Donate me some if you’re reading this! Thank you very much!
I am no longer going to Bangkok in July; not with the crazy shooting and stuff! Aunt said shops are all close so no point and mummy said no no no. It seriously means no. Sigh! Now planning to go somewhere else. Any ideas?
I can’t wait for the awesome buddies to come back for hols this coming 3 months cos that means catching up and fun!
Oh yes, I truly had such an amazing time back home though I was mostly tucked away inside the house studying but the family was so lovely; I get to celebrate chae chae’s 23rd bday with her, mother’s day, ate mum’s awesome cooking and catching up with the best friends! It is so good to be able to talk about everything and anything to the people who knows me inside out ever since I was young!
Anyhoo, that’s it so far. It’s late. omg! 12.08 am! Oh yes, since I’ve been back, my sleeping patterns changed. I now sleep latest 12 am; usually 10pm and wakes up by 7.30am. So goodnight people! More updates and pics soon!
Hello hello! This is gonna be a short short post to tell you all that yes I am still very much alive. Teehee!
Anyhoo, I just only got back from a date with B and it is so random because we wanted to just catch dinner and then How to train your dragon because EVERYONE told me it’s that awesome and I needed wanted to just see how good it really is.
But! Though I booked online, by the time I get off work and got there, it’s far too late for my ticket reservations and the seats were all full! Rawr! So we thought why not watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love – a Malaysian made movie instead because two very good friends of ours said that it’s a must watch and that she’s gonna watch it for the SECOND time if it’s possible! Wah! Since got such good reviews, we just bought those tickets and and it’s a huge deal because, well, because I am a bit skeptical like that and would not want to waste good money on not so good movies.
Anyhoo, not happy still, we decided we want to catch How to train your dragon no matter what and immediately bought those tics too which was at 11.15pm. Teehee! Movie marathon! It’s feels far too long since I last spent on watching good movies.
Anyhoo, my point is, the Malaysian made movie is really good! Like really! I loved it so very much. It was honest, surreal, and the main reason why I loved it so much is that it made me laugh and cry all throughout and I didn’t once feel bored!
Come to think about it, I know the actors are not so good looking but they were good actors all the same. I loved the fact that I hear my mother tongue being spoken in the movie itself and it made me laugh so hard because I can just relate on how we actually speak like that sometimes! Teehee!
The storyline were really good as well, it wasn’t all sappy and predictable. In fact, my only disappointment would be the ending of the movie because I for one believe in happily ever after and well, it was very much reality based. Sigh!
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SPOILER, PLEASE DON’T READ AHEAD IF YOU’D RATHER WATCH THE MOVIE YOURSELF, HEHEH! : I wish he would end up with her. I wish he would take the courage to just tell her how much he loves her. I wish he would not give up so easily after cycling so very far and gotten hit by a motorcycle and a bus but not have enough guts to give her the letter in his pocket or to just tell her not to leave. I wish she would maybe tell him that she don’t want to go and ask him to ask her not to leave. It’s so sad that they are so in love but it just didn’t work out because one did not have enough guts?! or should I say, one did not believe in their love enough to actually pursue it. I don’t know. But what is good is that eventually they move on and find somebody new. That, though would not be the choice I would have made, is good enough to show that there is hope in love; in meeting somebody new. What if though? What if they do meet at the street again? Would the love then comes back? I wonder.
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To know what I am talking about, I truly think you should go to the cinema right now and watch that lovely movie already! I am so ready to purchase the dvd once it’s out. Yes I loved it that much! And no, no one’s paying me to promote the movie.
Here’s the trailer:
And to know more about the movie please click here.
Oh and How to train your dragon is good too. I likey! I think what speaks to me most in this movie is that we don’t have to be like everybody to succeed. Sometimes, being the different one helps change the course of things surrounding us.
Like the small good looking man. I for one think he is reallly reallllly good looking though skinny and all. Haahaa! And how he sees himself as the weak one eventually helped saved everyone else and those dragons too. It’s like what the bible says right? God uses the weak(who actually acknowledges that they are weak) to shame the wise. Teehee!
Alright. I got to go! It’s late and I’ve got to sleep because tomorrow would be catching up with the girls day and sharing lives while celebrating Phy’s birthday! Also, tomorrow would be my last time worship leading before going back to the lovely hometown! I am looking forward to it very much because I know that God has so many things that He wants to tell us; as long as we stop and choose to listen!
