During the stay in Sheraton, as if by God’s perfect timing, I met Nick Vujicic who were in Malaysia at the same time to give this motivational talk. We were by the pool(and I can’t get into the pool cos of stuffs) and so I was sun bathing(lies.i don’t do sunbathing what with being so dark already! -_-!!) and lying peacefully on the chair/bed when he came and spoke to us.

At first I was just so impressed because he was walking and trying the pool water(with what he calls his drumstick! ) and thereafter went for a swim! And all that without limbs okay!

Then when he spoke to me I was pretty much so impressed I was kinda speechless. I maybe oklah fine, was stammering a little bit cos so nervous! And I kinda remembered him from watching youtube somewhere long time ago. And so fail cos I told him that! -_-!! He was so humble to come and speak so nicely and I think he knew I was kinda shy! Haahaa! It’s true okay! So shy! But he was just so kind and we took photos with him!

Okay, maybe some of you don’t know who he is but here’s a video you must watch of his life testimony.

Anyway, after that I went to google about him somemore to refresh my memory of him and it was so amazing that I literally cried watching some of his videos. His motto? Attitude is Altitude! So inspiring and totally what I needed to hear at this point of my life!

I believe that God places the perfect people in your midst so you can understand life better. It’s like a little reminder of Him watching over us. I am so glad! Who would have thought that I would stumble upon this great disciple of Christ just when I needed an escape from life? Well, God did.

Do you trust in me? I would say yes God, I do. I think after that, Imma just have faith and trust with my whole heart.

Never give up. Not even if you’ve fallen a thousand and one times. I’m holding on to that. It’s carved deeply in my heart.

Isaiah 40:31 (New International Version)

³¹ but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

because I have real friends who noticed that I am not okay, choose to take some time off their schedule just to talk to me and speak so much words of encouragement.

because there are still testimony out there about life changes which inspire me so much I am speechless.

because when some doors closes, the other; open.

because I have Him and I know that He has a great plan for me.

I am thankful.

Chae is coming today! Tonight! I cannot wait! Is love!

Blessed day to you. And if you ever feel sad or broken, I am here. Always.

Would you please so kindly give me a break so that I’ll have some room to breathe? Why can’t you just let me be so that I can just move on and start living properly? Don’t you know that I cannot handle things when it’s not stable or according to plans? I mean seriously, if you wanna mess with me, why won’t you do it once in a while, instead of every other day? Have you not seen that I’m as confused as Rattatouille and do not know what to do now? Decisions have to be made. Can you at least give me some relevant options so that I don’t have to crack my freaking head? Just show me what’s next for me. A little hint would be nice enough. I’m not asking for much, just a smooth road ahead once the decision is made. Is that possible for you to fulfill? I’ve worked my heart out. Please please just let me reap what I’ve sowed. I’m pretty sure it’s the best I’ve given. Wait, I am very certain it’s my very best. So would you consider giving me a break? I’m begging.

Seriously,

YingYing

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Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

Dear God,

I’m trying my very best to have faith. Please give me some hint as to what Your will is. I want to honour you in what I choose to do. Please grant some favours upon my life and blessings so that Your will can be done. Give me the strength to hold on to that little faith of mine. I am trying. I really am. Help me.

With love,

YingYing

I am excited. It’s the World Cup Season again! Fuyoh! So awesome can?! I remembered vividly last World Cup which was four years ago! That was when the Uncle, 9lin they all haven’t graduated yet and it was crazy watching football till 5am and straight to class afterwards at 7am! So champion! Now, Uncle’s getting married and each one of them are working already! I guess I’ll watch it with different group of people this time round. That’s what life is like isn’t it? It changes every time but the fun remains! I can’t wait! I’m all in for Portugal! What about you?!

p/s the video is so colourful can?!! i likey! is africa THIS colourful really? If the answer is yes, I must must MUST get there someday!

I just realized as I live through everyday, that sometimes, a small action or word makes a whole huge difference. I mean it’s not like I never noticed before but recently, I’ve just noticed things in a new different perspective okay maybe because I’m on hols and have tons of free time on my hands and I like it.

I see how the little kid helps out his parents at the Kopi Tiam(coffee shop) and not complain about having to help out and comparing his life with other kids who gets to stay home and play playstation.

The old grandmother who walks her grandchild to tuition and waits patiently just because both parents are busy working and yet despite having difficulties walking; does so happily and smiling away listening to the kid’s story of the day.

The aunty at the small shop-house who charge RM1 less just because.

Hannah; who suddenly and randomly told me I look prettier and prettier each day made me blush but more than that, touched deep inside with warm cozy feeling.

9lin who keeps blessing with foodS, awesome company and lots of laughter.

A lady, staying over in another city with a her bestfriend to give her support with the passing of her dad.

Baby Kristen, who stops playing so suddenly and came up to me, puts her head on my lap to show her way of love.

A simple email just to check up and keep in touch.

A hug to show that there will always be someone there.

The old toothless man who gave the utmost genuine smile ever.

And God, who gave His one and only one to die for our sins because of His undying love.

Oh, aren’t these amazing? Who would have thought that we live in a world where there is still so much love going around though in small simple form being a blessing in disguise? These small sparks helps me go on with life with a smile on my face. I hope you too, by reading this can choose to do a little something today and keep the love going round. Then tell me, if you did, so I can picture it in my head and smile along with you.

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Here’s a song I hope will bless you

He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He’s the kid with the story no one would believe
He prays every night, “Dear God won’t you please
Could you send someone here who will love me?”

Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means

Her office is shrinking a little each day
She’s the woman whose husband has run away
She’ll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would’ve stayed
And she says…

Who will love me for me?
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love, what love really means

He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
“Oh Lord, forgive me, I want to go home”

Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said
“I know you’ve murdered and I know you’ve lied
I have watched you suffer all of your life
And now that you’ll listen, I’ll tell you that I…”

I will love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love
The love that you never knew