Carissa Sammy

Dream Catcher

Had fever Friday all the way to yesterday, the same day I started work and almost did not go to work but went anyway cos cannot afford to give bad impression. Anyhoo, it was bad. It’s been a while since I’ve had fever and such. It doesn’t help that the sore throat, flu and cough complicate my breathing and made my asthma so much worst. A walk to the bathroom made me pant as if I ran a mile or something and sweat started to break out from the skin everywhere. You want to know how it feels? Try holding your breath under water until you can no longer take it but wait for a few more seconds and then get up and you’ll know how it feels to breathe as if air is running out BUT imagine the air sucked in could not be absorbed by the lungs and all you can do is run to the meds for help. The high fever was horrible as well. Wrapped myself in 2 layer of clothes, long pants and blanket, popped in two panadol and try to sweat it all out. Wish I was home where I could be well taken care of without worrying bout such things. Bah!

Anyhoo, worshiped anyway today; with only one guitarist and a pianist and did so much mistakes! I could feel my face go red throughout! Gah! Surrendering to God; I did my best! I truly did! Am glad some people were ministered anyway! God is good!

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My new fav song! Thanks to Diana! Hee!

Part of the lyrics

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we’ve got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I’ve always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I’m
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

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P/S sometimes I don’t understand why people are not afraid to do it but go all mad when someone else found out about it. Seriously. What’s the catch?

One word.

Own up.

On a lighter note, I think now I know who are those who are real and not. It’s good to know.

This has been one of my favourite song since a long long time ago. Truly enjoyed this version by Justin Timberlake.

And this from Christina Aguilera, a singer I’ve always admired.

Not forgetting Alicia Keys. I wish I could sing like her! ://

Shakira singing I’ll stand by you; also one of my favs!

It feels good to see celebrities who cares enough to do something to help the needs in Haiti.

Sometimes it’s not what we do that matters, what matters most is that we are doing something.

Seriously, even inmates can do something useful with their lives; making it meaningful, making a change from where they are. What more us right? I am so amazed with their discipline and the ability to dance so amazingly like that! SALUTE! Teehee! All thanks to Mr. F who never fails to show me amazing youtube videos!

On a lighter note, went to volunteer at the ECC centre again to help the special needs children. It felt truly uplifting in ways I don’t know how to explain! Teehee!

P/s the post below is really private and with the many people checking out my blog(thank you guys u are the best, do come back n show some love!!) I have to protect it with a password so that I don’t scare any of you off with the side of me that may freak you out! Haahaa! Friends who I consider close to me may ask me for the password and I will more than be happy to give it to you. Be warned though that it maybe a little on the sentimental side. Teehee!

Blessed week ahead!

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And now i’m learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
And now i’m learning you

And if you don’t mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

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This song is sang by a local artist and I’m loving it!

Come and make my heart your home,
come and be everything and all i know,
search me through and through,
till my heart becomes a home for you

A home for u…. oh…
A home for u… oh…
let everything i do…
open up a door for u to come through,
and my heart will be a place where u wanna be